I am so emotional and trying hard to wrap my head around it.
While out running errands today picking up random items for his party tomorrow I saw his birth mother.
I did not approach her as we have had little contact by her choosing and I didn't want to make her uncomfortable. But I love her so much. I just stood for a moment and admired the beauty of it all. I reflected on our last emotional exchange the day she voluntarily terminated her rights so that Lucas could be ours forever. I so wish I could have hugged her today like I did that day. Instead I walked to my car bursting with love. And this was playing on the radio when I got in.
I cannot even tell you. I cried ... hard.
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